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Thursday, November 4, 2010
Wednesday. 3rd Nov 2010.
I skipped BS to go to hosptial to see grandma.
She's in TTSH ICU after an operation to her gastric.
Went there 3 consecutive days from Monday.
First 2 days, her condition not stable.
When I was there, she was sleepy and blurry.
3rd day I came, she seems to be alot better with the whole facial colour.
In chinese, it is called Qi Zhe.
Prayed with Siyi for grandma on Monday night in kitchen before we slept.
She's 81 years old. And need to go through this sufferings. =X
It was a good day. Went to Novena after ended at school at 4pm.
Meet Mummy and others at Kopitiam.
As usual they talked... ... ...
Until everyone finished the food and sat for quite a while, we went up to see her.
I went in. Into the room. The room where I see my grandma face to face.
Stood there for minutes.
She is quiet. Observing the people outside the room.
She speaks Cantonese.
I speak Chinese and English. And also abit of rojak dialet.
Wispering to Siyin, let's talk to her.
And slowly, grandma warmed up. And started talking, signaling to us.
Slowly. From a sad, non-expression face, turning to interested and desire of communicating.
She asked for all of my 3 sisters.
We 4 went in. And started smiling and talking to her.
After which, we went down as the room couldn't accomodate so many people.
And there's uncle and cousin wanting to come up but stop by the entrance due to the max no. of visitors.
Went to Starbucks with sisters. Did few editing to the report.
It was still good.
But the day did not went and ended well.
Needed miracle and breakthrough!
really.
Seeing all these. Some people are really hard to love.
So hard. =(
How to breakthrough with unforgiving heart?
How to breakthrough with condemning words?
HOw?!
Hoping that God will interfere and make everything right and on track again.
Turning and leading His people back to the track again.
It is so so so important.
Just a good intention of praying healing power upon her can mean that much to them?
Is health more important than name of religion?
Is it like that?
Is it true?
As i know as much of the cure for cancer, they do not allow me to give it tothem.
As much as we are given freewill of choice, how to lead ppl to make the right choice.
Most of all, I know that's only One that could answer and deliver these situations.
Who is none other than the almightly God.
The God who is full of LOVE, GRACE, and MERCY.
*not condemning, judgemental, evil, revengful, hatred.
loving wholeheartedly and fervently!
My Sisters