yipee. finally change my blogskin ler.
all thanks to dearie IZUAN!! ^^
it's all his effort..
i love this blogskin ya. purple plus xiao zhu on it.
although nt reali his fan tat kind but he's handsome~
lols~

gd enough to have he on my blog. haha.
but tink this skin also made my blog abit lag?
haha.



today meet vian out.
went to kovan melody.
at first jus tinking of "showing face" then go out wif her di.
but in the end we stayed there all the way for dinner.
haha. jus watching the guys played Bball and
listening to songs. and time flies. haha.

but awhile lata feel hungry ler. lol.
waited for them to bath and those then have dinner tgt.
me and vian ate fried rice.
we two so ke lian. i onli had $5 and she had $9. so little.
hais. so gotta save up.

hmmm. after that me, vian, wei jian and jared went up to the rooftop of Jared's condo block. it was not lock. but we jus stayed there for awhile nia.
cos the lightning up there seems so scary. lol.
and we are lik on the top of the building. Dangerous. haha.

but the scenery up there was cool man.

and after that we went home ler.
at ard 8plus. reach home at ard 9pm.
vian came to my hse to slack.
my ah yi nt at hm. lol.
we watch tv tgt and did some o level maths.
haha.
she leave at ard 11pm. and i walked her at more than
half the distance from my hse.
went to the fitness corner to slack awhile for abt half an hr.
was tired ler. so we decided to leave and go hm.

haha. although the day was jus spend so normally.
but i'm sure vian enjoy it and know alot of new frens too.
haa.
hopefully we would have another outing like this again.
vian ar. next time we gotta bring extra clothes k. :)



today went to service and BBQ.
service was great. it remind me the order once again.
why issit like tat.
haha. finally i could get myself the answer. haha.

the BBQ was at Boon lay condo.
wonder whose hse is that. thx alot that we can BBQ there.
thx those who help to BBQ the food. wahaha~
and those who make the atmosphere so lively and fun.
haha.

elkan came. so happy. he's so cute.
haha. and he slept in my "huai bao".
cute~~~~
so xin fu me.. hehe.

we leave the place at ard 10.45pm.
manage to took the last 225 from bedok inter.
heng sia~ haha.

know alot of new frens better lik elain, jared, jackson,etc.
alot alot alot of them. haha.
fun~~~~

siyi and erin came too. haha..
shall stop here then.
conclusion: it was awesome~














these are some pics i took at the beginning when we played badminton.

forget to take other shots. dots. sorry.

this is the bruise mark on erin leg.

she played badminton and became lik tat.

"fragile gal"

seems "yan zhong" serious rite.

hope she get better soon~

will help her rub rub di. :)

yester tuition was nt reali ok.
the gal is like so nt cooperative.
when it's time for her to do her work, she dun wanna do.
when tuition time is finish, then she wanna do.
oh my. wad she wanna me to do sia.
and i found out she loves lying to me abt her sch works.
hais. but her lies are so fake till i wan believe also cant.
lol.

hmmm. lata gg to have lunch wif lalita, yuli, isabel, erin, etc.
alot alot. cool man!
i luv this. haha. everyone can eat tgt. haha.
gg to Itas..
after that gg to play badminton, squash and table tennis.
wahaha~

vian ar. jia you for the interview lata on k.
wad's ur decision?
to get it or ruin it?
hehe. hmmm..
tell me k. c tonight i can call u ma. lol.
take care~












feel so long neva update ler.
haha. but like nth for me to update.
my life is like ...............

btw till nw my family thingy still on stagnant.
dunno it's gd or bad. as tings is lik nt solve yet.
but at least i dun need go hm and hear them nag and complain.
cos these few days, mama at hm, SHE is like super quiet.
wahaha~

my sms is like explode to 300plus ler for this mth.
it's lik $15above.
oh my. die liao. gotta save up $$$ to pay myself before mama nag at me~
deng~

thx erin for lending me her fone to sms ya.
cos mine is like exploding ler.
haha. but i wont explode hers de. hehe :P
no worries~





24/06/08

update~
thx ERIN who acc me go eat my "lunch".
appreciate you!!!

and i was full ler.
and when go to work, i ate "mee hun kuay"
wad a heavy dinner i had. Lols.


Vian: u beri cute nehx. thx for ur concern! haha.
dunno it's gd news or bad news.
cos she din go ask "shen".
i asked my sis, she din heard anything.
dots. so in the end, i also dunno.
wahhaa!



hais. i'm hungry. but who's here for me?
erin wanna acc me eat but in the end, their supervisor came.
piang~ sad lar.

even the new fren fren, Jared will care abt me.
so touched yet so pathetic.
reali gotta eat by myself ma?
or jus dun eat to save $$$?
shld i jus console myself by this?
hais.

my life is like so "colourful" but yet so pathetic. hais.

anyway, thx Jared for this care and concern.
reali appreciate it!
although i noe u wont come here to see this. :)





Oops. like din update for few days ler.
cos din get the chance to go online.
haha.

sunday east coast were great! haha.
so happy that Lalita came.
Erin went to cut hair so din able to make it.
but it's ok. we still gt BBQ party this sat.
hope those i invited could come for this party.
looking forward to spend time wif euu ppl.

yester night meet vian for "dinner" till 12am. hehe.
cos both of us haben have dinner and decide to meet up
after my tuition at serangoon. hehe.

the hokkien mee taste bad but both of us finish it.
as we were hungry and it was $3 lor. cant waste. haha.
ate 5sticks of chicken satay too. full full.

we both reach home at abt the same time! haha.
cool man!

upload pics next time as i forget to bring up my cable to
free access lab. :p


tuition yester was quite tiring as the mei mei are lik
more active from the last 2 times.
hais.
and i was suppose to teach her spelling?!
oh my.

spelling is lik hw to teach.
i can onli give her time to memorise and test her on it.
LOLs.
overall it was tiring~

but i will jia you de.
can do it di!!!!!!!!!!!






currently at pei swen hse.
stayed her hse for overnight from yester nite.
attn: vian, faz, swen & me.

printed one songsheet out and planned to photo-copy it.
and guess wad??!! someone spilled the alcohol on the paper..
oh my. but i tink it's was alright. nth reali serious.
onli the pics colour smurge. so ya.
i tink i can still photocopy it. yeah!
thx swen for printing it ar.
if nt i tink gotta find a printer shop at tampines ler. lol.

gg to east coast in a few hours time. haha.
erin dunno coming nt but lalita coming.
yipee!!!! so happy.
it'll be great if erin could come. haha.
gg to cycle and playing and having fun and just relax.
it's gg to be exciting man!!!

the whole night here, i watched "Sex and the City".
it was great! haha. played isketch but cant win cos something was wrong.
hais. vian did her homework while i took a nap. hehe.
and nw swen is in her lala land and we 3 are feeling hot & stuffy nw. lol.
cos the standing fan could nt lower it's "head". plus no wind. lol.

vian and faz are crazy rite nw. wif the "MELODY" bolster??!!
laughing lik they are in the their own world with the "melody" talking
and moving it wif funny movement!! dotss.......
and they are dancing here rite beside of me!
and are "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!" keep coming out from mouth. lol.
can u imagine ??!! i guess u can! wahaha!
vian keep poking me wif the melody ears.
and are tinking of a name of this action. lol. tink she is too bored ler. lol.

okok. shall stop here ler. continue on monday?! hahaha.
tml will be a bz day.
east coast and working at chinatown! wahaha.
and i haben reali slp.
and i'm reali hungry nw. hehe. gg home soon. hehe :P



wanna blog abt my tuition job.
haha.
wed is my 1st session and today will be my 2nd session.
yipee~

1st session is great. haha. better than i tot. PTL~
thanks Lord for the grace and mercy!

today will be the 2nd session.
yester went to buy the assessment books for her.
3 books costs ard $22. wow.
yeah. today can give her work to do ler.
hehe. be a teacher is quite fun.
giving homework and do marking. :)


yester so happy.
meet vian, swen and faz out at bedok inter
tgt with yuli, si yi, angela, isabel, joanna.
went to eat @ Long John Sliver.
so fun that we chat and joke ard. love this kind of
gathering. :P

after that me, swen, vian and faz went to mac and
chit chat. we share and catch up with one another.
it was great to being up-dated by one another.
haha.

yuan ben meeting Joel go 511 eat supper de.
but his meeting timing too late ler.
jus board 225 and he msg.
my eyes were like half open half close ler.
so i told him next time lor.
but he din eat lunch till then.
i feel like going to meet him cos scare he wont eat
cos of laziness. but hor..
i reali tired and wanted to slp. :(
scare tml i dun have the strength in sch and after
tat tuition. so ya. i ask him go ta bao.
but dunno whether did he not. lols.

today gotta buck up in project ler.
it's our Major Project and the progress is like... stagnant. "Stop"
worry abt the project.
wanna work on too. but abit 'you xin wu li'
hais.

angela ar. u are not alone. u do nt have to feel that the project
u are worrying and stress-ing nia.
me too. but i din show out. i'm stress too.
this is also my project, my marks.
how would i dun care abt it ner.
hw i wish i noe how to do.
i would alr finish it ler by nw.
see others lik finishing half ler.
but i tink we are like onli completing 5% of it.
lols.

who would understand me...
hais.




19/06/08

updated again...

mama say SHE will be moving out by this end of June!
wahaha~ so happy. troubles- maker moving out!!

mama say SHE going ask HER buddha who steal the $$$.
and mama say if it's one of us, she'll drive us out of the hse.
so unreasonable. is those words trustable?!
are we her children not trustable to her?!
that we are so ****...

i wan to see wad that buddha say then!
i'll wait and see.
they wont have to chance to seperate my family.
the bonds we have!

satan(purposely in small letters)! u go back to ur hell man! dun u ruin my life.
dun come and mess up wif me.
GO AWAY!!! u are nt welcome here. dun so thick-skinned and stay ard here.
get off and get as far as u can!!!

HUMPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





yipee. finally i gt reply of tuition assignment ler.
FINALLY~
hehe. primary 2 - english, maths and chinese.
OoO.. hope i could cope with it?!
haha.
super long neva touch these ler.
how's pri 2 standard likes?

and it's today @ 7.30pm i needa report ler.
fast! efficiency!
yoohoo~

$$$ come come
i need you man!!!!



17/06/08

my 2nd sis called me to reach home early tonight to have
a meeting among we 4 sisters. as mama is not at home till 8pm.
i agreed as we need to lay everything out in order to see the
situation. we discuss and giving ideas and expressing our thoughts
out to one another. I believe thorugh this incident, the bond of us will
grow stronger and united.

after the meeting we had, i can confirm that none of us took
HER money! there are so many doubt points abt the whole
incident. Eg. SHE said the money is place on a visble location
where when u go into the room u'll see it. but the actual facts was it
was inside a drawer which no one would go and open it.

HER side story is alr so contraditing.
so many doubt in HER words.
hw am i to believe in HER?!


when mama came back, we had another meeting.
we get to sit dwn and talk because SHE is not at home.
and we express our thoughts to mama.
i wanna make her think and not onli jus believe HER words.
i noe mama is stress. she's in a difficult position.
one is her sister, one is her daughter.

but i was beri sad when she said i had changed.
in a way that i speak up for my sis?!
wad the ***...
and she actually blame it on the church!
wa piang.
wad she wanna me to do???!!!
keep quiet and pretend nth happen.
keep quiet and jus see my sis being blamed and feeling helpless?

i jus dunno wad did i do wrong?
did i change for the worst?
am i wrong to actually speak up?
if i dun speak up who will?

they are my BLOOD-RELATED sisters.
if i dun protect them, who will??!!!
was so sad. so disappointed of wad came out of her mouth.
why drag church into the picture? issit neccessary.
from starting till end did i say anything abt Jesus?
no! i din! then why issit ur need to say this kind of disappointing
words. am i not so worthy in the household.

*am i really wrong?!

who can understand hw am i feeling?!
lik a chinese idiom: ya ba chi huang li, you ku shuo bu chu
(which means mute eating pineapple, even have problems
also need to swollow it)

I believe in my sisters.
all of them.
si yin, si yi and li jun.
I trust in u gals~
let's stand tgt.




bad mood~

yester night something big happen in my family.
wad the ....
is this my blood-related family members?
auntie is not behaving like one.
keep talking wif her own theory and logic which is
totally ridicious lor. piang. wanna everyone to listen and agree wif her.

if u dun agree wif her, she will like treat u as an enemy.
which happen to my sis.
oh my. wad the h***~!!!!

not happy move lar.
if i gt lots of $$$ jis hao ler.
everything can settled so easily.
i dun like e feeling being frame.
i'm sure no one like it.
but why ppl keep doing this to others even their own family?
wad benefits them?
issit wanna drive some1 into grave then feel happy?

even there are times i watch drama and have this kind of scenerio,
i would wan to bash/slap that person up one lor.
dun even say now is like happening in me.
although the real victim is not me.
but i could really feel wad is it like.

i noe mama beri hard to settle this also.
one is her daughter, another is her sister.
wad to do. onli adults words could rely on?!
i dun agree so.

if it's so difficult then move out lar.
y bother to create so many things.
i jus hate those kind of ppl onli noe hw to tok tok tok.
and push the blame ard without edvience.
IdioT!!!!

if anything happen to my sis, 1st ting i'll do is to confront her.
i bet she will say nt her fault, bla bla bla.
onli noe hw to gossip and tok behind ppl's back.
cant win me wif words then admit lar.
still say wad my mama dun noe hw to teach her children!
u are more rude and have no manners than me lor.

i tell u ar. she's much more experience than u lor.
u din even gt a good role model to us still say so many.
u jus keep ur Big Mouth shut man~
if u dun speaks, no one will treat u as dumb one.

i hate those trouble makers.
those onli looking for troubles.
making matters worse.
wanna have power. so wad u have all in the world!
no frens, no family members.
onli u and u alone!

wad u do onli make me more irritated and disappointed.
may i noe how old are u.
more childish than me?
dun have ur own brain to think?
nt mature enough?!


argh!








15/06/2008

today went to service in the morning at expo.
it was great! enjoy praising God wif rebecca.

evening meet vian out for dinner.
we ate KFC. my regular meal - shrooms meal wif trade up cheese fries.
yipee~

after that she brought sushi and me brought soya ice-blended.
yummy!

went to her hse slack.
play com, watch tv and slack ........
so fun and pass time super fast.
i leave her hse at ard 12am.
took the second last bus 225 home~
cool rite. i really enjoy my day wif her.

miss those days we used to slack at vian hse.
so fun. closeness.. bonding forms...

hope swen could join us next time.
haha.
ok. stop here then.
needa work on MP ler. :(