Letting your own emotions out by tearing is a powerful way of healing that is created in us. It works this way. And I'm glad that it's in your own quiet time. Sometimes it's just hard to talk it through. Finding the right time takes chances and skills. I'm still standing strong I hope.



Got rejected twice today for photography. Humph.
Angry sia. What's wrong with just taking picture to have memories on
Hardcopy. And anyway it also doesn't takes a lot of time! =X just don't understand why!! I mean I do understand. But then, can I choose not to accept? =(

And had a quite a day today. Due to that someone raised his voice in a split second.
I wasn't prepared for that. It shocked me. And led me thinking who I am to you. Why are u treating me with minimal respect. I dunno if I'm anyway thinking wrong. Perhaps I know if I were to confront you, u will definitely say it's not wad u mean. But my dear friend here, this is what was potrayed to me by ur actions and words at times. Can we really have those friendship that could last? Hmm.

Anyway. I'm reaching home. Gg to cast all my cares upon Him. He is my shelter, deliverer.

Good night my space. Thx for letting me to let this out in my own way.



Tdy is Monday. Started school for three weeks already.
Times really flies.
I must start to have the study mood inside of me to be turn on. Hehe!!
Assignments and research are getting more and more each day I went to school.
Wooo..



I'm gg to school now for Akido with wenping.
Was struggling whether to go for it or not de.
But she's stress with her adminstrative stuffs which have not settled yet.
Like what Mr Gay said be there.
So I decided to go with her. I believe it will be a good time tog!

I'm stress. Just starting school of 2 weeks, I could feel the stress-ness already.
Oh man. I can't imagine that.
I need to get back on the pace of school asap in order to catch up.
Have readings, research to be done.

Thank God that He's with me! =) this is the motivation that keeps me going.
And also not forgetting the friends that encourages me here and there.



Pondering pondering and pondering.
Only a place that could fill my emptiness.
That's the secret place!

Am I alone in this world other than my family and my cg.
Other than them, I'm left alone.
I'm not going to emo. But it's just a feeling of helplessness.
Something I can't do much to it.

It seems that my 'friends' are all going their way.
No longer have time tog but busy-ness as the excuse or so called no time.
What happen to my circle of friends? =X

Nevertheless, I know He has a plan and a future for me. I will put my trust in Him!