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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
17/06/08
my 2nd sis called me to reach home early tonight to have
a meeting among we 4 sisters. as mama is not at home till 8pm.
i agreed as we need to lay everything out in order to see the
situation. we discuss and giving ideas and expressing our thoughts
out to one another. I believe thorugh this incident, the bond of us will
grow stronger and united.
after the meeting we had, i can confirm that none of us took
HER money! there are so many doubt points abt the whole
incident. Eg. SHE said the money is place on a visble location
where when u go into the room u'll see it. but the actual facts was it
was inside a drawer which no one would go and open it.
HER side story is alr so contraditing.
so many doubt in HER words.
hw am i to believe in HER?!
when mama came back, we had another meeting.
we get to sit dwn and talk because SHE is not at home.
and we express our thoughts to mama.
i wanna make her think and not onli jus believe HER words.
i noe mama is stress. she's in a difficult position.
one is her sister, one is her daughter.
but i was beri sad when she said i had changed.
in a way that i speak up for my sis?!
wad the ***...
and she actually blame it on the church!
wa piang.
wad she wanna me to do???!!!
keep quiet and pretend nth happen.
keep quiet and jus see my sis being blamed and feeling helpless?
i jus dunno wad did i do wrong?
did i change for the worst?
am i wrong to actually speak up?
if i dun speak up who will?
they are my BLOOD-RELATED sisters.
if i dun protect them, who will??!!!
was so sad. so disappointed of wad came out of her mouth.
why drag church into the picture? issit neccessary.
from starting till end did i say anything abt Jesus?
no! i din! then why issit ur need to say this kind of disappointing
words. am i not so worthy in the household.
*am i really wrong?!
who can understand hw am i feeling?!
lik a chinese idiom: ya ba chi huang li, you ku shuo bu chu
(which means mute eating pineapple, even have problems
also need to swollow it)
I believe in my sisters.
all of them.
si yin, si yi and li jun.
I trust in u gals~
let's stand tgt.
loving wholeheartedly and fervently!
My Sisters