hais.
my cousin, chole jus msg me abt this fri..

*this friday suppose to have meeting for OCP.
and something else.
i'm so looking forward abt it.

she ask me if i could work.
as she gt to work full shift beri tired.
but i really wanting to go for the meeting
as it probably is the last one ler.

i dunno if she could change her mind last min.
or rebecca could work last min.
but i feel the chances is lik beri small..

i dunno wad i'm doin issit correct.
lik sacrifices other because of the meeting.
or sacrifices the meeting for work?

i seem to have no choice as my path is on the hand of both of them.
how!!! wad should i do.. wad'll be the last outcome??!!
God!!!!! help me.. guide me.. lead me...