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Tuesday, March 4, 2008
tink this blog is getting rusty..
guess onli me and erin coming to this blog nia..
but nvm.. this is the place where i let go of things i'm happy n
unhappy wif.
cos sometimes it's reali hard to find someone to tok abt it.
cos maybe the person even dunno wad ya toking or they dun lik.
so rather write it here and let it be here and off my mind..
these few days reali feel lonely..
cos every single day, will lik be chatting with her de..
nth to say, also jus bomb rubbish.
hear each other laughter.
but now, hardly hear from her ler.
msg her, also dun guarantee reply.
so sad.. so sad..
got work also lik that. no work also lik tat..
maybe back to work wont hav time think so much ler.
onli sad in my heart..
got a feeling always in my heart recently.
is he had taken over my place in her heart?
is he impt than me nw?
cos lik she spent more time with him than with me.
her attitude toward him is not lik last time anymore but is
polite and friendly.
but sometime she speak to me, not nice attitude. always say me
"crazy ar"
which break my heart.
although maybe she's jus kidding but every word is in my heart.
she promise nth can come btw us as best cum close cum good fren..
but she gave me a feeling of she's drifting away..
i'm reali scare..
who can give me "an wei".
who can give me the sense of security.
today not working.. wanna go out.. but dunno wher to go.
wanna play mahjong, but cant find enough player..
sad...
* but i'll be strong as i noe God (my Father) will always be there for me.
that anything comes down on me, He will hold it for me.
i thank Him for this friendship and prayed that He will protect this
Friendship.
nothing will break it through.
all devils and demons, leave now!
and i thank Him that the collection of passport day,
He brought her there for me.
i love You!!!!
Halellujah..
Praise the Lord! *
loving wholeheartedly and fervently!
My Sisters